Again and Again.

What am i living for?

Monday, 10 December 2007

hey hey.. haha.. this is my first time i listened to south park's soundtrack.. haha.. hahah.. so damn racist and too vulgar.. haha.. i keep on laughing when i keep hearing the songs.. haha.. anyone who wants to listen the songs can ask me.. haha.. though i only have "Kyle's Mom's a Bitch", "Merry Fucking Christmas" and also "Uncle Fucka".. i want laughing all the way when i heard these songs.. haha.. i wonder what they taught the children in the South Park.. ahah.. maybe all the vulgarities that existed in this world i think.. haha.. lolol..

wow.. today, the cognitive faci did not come.. but i just saw her on friday with her husband i think.. well, i don't care if she is already married. but all i know she was with some man who seems quite close to her. so maybe they are husband and wife.. ahha... who cares.. today's faci was not bad.. but i think she did give us some clues to help solve the problem statement.. that faci today turned out to be joanna's previous cognitive faci.. ahah.. she said that she always said good things but the grade turned out to be so different than what she is saying.. ahha.. lol..

i guess that tomorrow i want go for this talk.. if i am not wrong, it is about something got to do with abusing children and things like that.. lolol.. ahha.. lolol.. well.. i hope that it would be interesting so that i would not be able to fall asleep.. aaha.. lolol.. ahha

come to think of it, khai wants to borrow me for a while during the open house.. sigh.. i can do it for time.. but only for that time.. i really hope that fit would be able to make it the next time.. this is because i scared that my bandmates might say something hurting because i am helping another band.. sigh.. i really wonder if that shawn want to join our band or not.. sigh.. i must chat with him soon.. or it might be the end of our band.. and i really do not want that to happen.. sigh..

i got to find khai number and see when they want to jam.. so that i would be able to get use to them as soon as possible.. ahha.. lol

Monday, 10 December 2007

I'm searching for the sky that I've lost.

Name: Siti Hawa (Ais)
Age: 18 years old
Date of birth: December 6
Status: Single

Read this blog or JUST FUCKING LEAVE!

I love being myself.
I am who I am.
Accept me or FUCK OFF SERIOUSLY.
I am either singing, reading or screaming all the time.
I love almost all colours that exists except for PINK.
If you see me in PINK, it means that my mom forces me too. -__-"
I treasure the bonds that I have between my friends.

I hate people that only use me as a stepping stone.

I am sorry BITCH(including those RETARDED BOYS out there) but I am not a stone!
I may seem like a nice girl, someone that you can push around.
Sadly to say that, I ain't no girl that you can push around like a rag doll.
Without you knowing, I might have just PUNCH YOUR PRETTY FUGLY FACE!
So just fuck off if you want to mess around with me.

WHAT I WANT?
laptop
dslr camera
nail polish
shirts
pants

I want to shout it out loud.

I ask myself if I really do love you.