heya!! wow.. i think i am really damn farking stress today.. reason is because instead of my mom nagging, my dad was the one who took that place and yeah!! the whole day i got nagging, scolding and even shouting from my dad because of one simple reason.. that is i did not bring enough medicine for him.. he has to take these medicines as he has some kind of sickness which might affect me too if i do not look after my health.. haha.. you can say that his disease was passed through generation.. haha.. well i think that he is turning a bit nuts due to the medication he had been taking all this while.. sigh.. sometimes, i hope that he would be gone from my life for good but too bad, no matter how much i hate him to be angry, i still love him and i cannot change the fact that he is my father.. sigh.. god damn it.. argh!! i am so pissed with him right now..

i can't use the internet or the computer when he is at home.. he even threatened me that he would smashed my laptop (NOOO!!)... reason is because i was too busy study for my idiotic UTs that are coming up very soon and i did not spend time with him.. to put things easier and more understanding, he is jealous that i love my lappy more than him.. haha.. he could be really childish sometimes and even thinks that we are robot who do not have feelings and not a human with feelings..

i went out with my friends on friday and we had fun.. i think that my time was not wasted by spending time with them.. to be honest, this is the first time my parents (to be specific, my dad) allowed me to go out with my friends to have dinner at night.. i was like damn happy and excited too as this is the first time i was given the permission to go out with my friends.. but i know my limits so rules are rules.. if not followed, there will be consequences.. sigh.. i can't wait for my dad to change his car from honda civic to subaru impreza.. i want him to change to subaru wrx impreza but the price was damn "beautiful".. haha.. could not afford it.. haha.. lol...

sigh.. i really hope that tuesday UT would not be too difficult.. i really hope so.. sigh.. well best of luck to me.. kies.. i got to go now.. i paste some pictures of us during the outing.. haha.. cheers.. and good night!!