hey hey.. first of all let me say the things that happened on friday then saturday and followed by sunday..

the event that happened on friday.. ouh my freaking abyss!! the reflections was like super awesome... but due to some idiotic band whose name i forgot really screwed up big time.. and i am not joking with you.. it was really horrible.. they should have did some checking first before they start playing.. the reason of you checking any equipments is because the audience do not want to listen to any off-keys music.. then the next thing is that when you are playing you have to follow to the rhythm...

so this is what happened if you do not do any equipments check or anything that needed to be check and also when you are playing off-keys, your audience would be decreasing in numbers every minute.. this shows that you are not professional enough to be playing on the stage.. sigh

but i tell you one thing, i think i am going to be a fan of arson!! ahaha.. they really rock my world!! woohoo!! hahah.. lol.. i am damn high when i heard rudolf sang those songs.. ahha.. i am not sure what the feeling is but i felt a bit of freedom.. haha.. lol.. i am very looking forward to their next performance.. ahaha.. lol.. ouh.. about ken!! haha.. i really love his hair!! it was like damn fucking nice ar.. i am loving it.. ahha.. lol

haha.. what i am happy about is that i was able to see him perform on stage.. haha.. to me, he was like a shining star.. haha.. not until like that kind of imagination.. it is just that to me, he just stood out from the rest.. haha.. lol.. amin thought of the wrong person.. haha.. sorry amin.. you are wrong.. haha.. ila!! you know, i know, we know the person.. haha.. lol.. you know who i like, and i know who you like.. but why not you just take his email?? haha.. i have his email.. don't you want it?? haha.. i even got his photo.. if i am not mistaken.. haha.. want them?? haha.. lol.. xP

i came at 8 am sharp in the morning on sunday morning.. haha.. i kind of lied to my dad that i would be helping out for the event.. well, i did help but not for the event but just helping out here and there.. haha.. actually only my mom knows the reason of why i went there.. ahah.. i want to see fit's band perform.. ahah.. then i got to know that josh's band was also performing.. hahha... i seriously thought and heard that the name of the vocalist of josh's band is eugene.. but it turns out to be yuji.. ahaha.. mix of japanese and malay.. that is what i heard..

then there was some problems.. i won't say much about it but the time where i was all alone in the studio, i was like damn lonely and afraid.. i feel like screaming.. seriously, i don't ever want to be all alone in the studio.. i was really damn feel so lonely.. and i hate that feeling.. it gives me a chill.. sigh.. i am not sure what it is.. but i just know that if a person wants me to stay in the room, then i would like that someone would at least accompany me.. sigh