hey... yesterday's module was SUPER confusing... sigh... ouh my god.. ouh.. did i mention that it was a substitute facilitator who came today instead of my current facilitator... luckily she was quite alright... not like that stuck up, egoistic guy who thought that he looks so cool that girls would be turned on by his looks and clothing... oops... sorry guy but not this girl... i would not be turn on by those stuff... haha.. i would only be turn on when... haha... that is for you to figure out.. wee!!
ahha... due to this whole problem module yesterday, i felt that most of my wire iwas either cut or become too loose... ahha... i was seriously mental... sigh... i think i did make rudolf irritated... sorry guy but that is who i am if my stress level is too high... i am so very sorry rudolf... hope you can forgive me...
shit you meow!! happy birthday!! ahah... big boy already.. 18 and he is officially an old teenager... ahha... i wanted to treat him just now but he was too shy and gave me a shitty reason... he did not want to be treat because i only know him recently... haha... too bad... once i know that person, i felt like i know the person since i had borne into this world... i really treasure my friends a lot... but i really hope that they would not betray me as i had already felt what it is like when your own best friend stabbed your real hard behind you... sigh...
okay siti... stop with your emoness... it does not suit you... your bitchy attitude suits you better... ahahaha... love it and live it babe!! wee!! woohoo!! damn...
oh ya!! shit another person knows who i like besides angus... damn.. ar... wesley, YOU BETTER SHUT YOUR SMELLY MOUTH OR I WILL COME AND KILL YOU... i am damn serious guy... if i hear that he told him, i'll hang you upside down... cool!! then can take picture and post it my all my networking account... ahaha... woohoo!! i am damn good with planning... ahha... this is only plan A... should plan A fails, i still have spare planning... ahahah... i am a good planner... ahah...
damn i am so tired... luckily tomorrow is maths... at least, i can slack a bit... ahahah... paramore really rocks!! especially when they are playing "crushcrushcrush"... sound and look unique right? ahah...
i nearly forget... he saw me when i was with my friend just now... my friend, if you are reading this, just shut the hell up... haha.. he looks so cute today... ahaha... with his shirt and with that hair... hahaha... it's just so him... haha... the original him... wee!! haha... am i like a stalker? maybe... but i am very observant when it comes to him... i can see that he has a lot of girl friends and i am a bit jealous though... because i want a place in his heart... haha... kies... that is so a wishful thinking girl...
ouh... i did chat with him just now... sigh... i really wonder what would happen should i confess to him? would he reject me with all of his heart or in an understanding way? this is one thing that i am scared to find out... my fears still run deep in myself... i know i have to be confident... but maybe... i ask him casually... sigh.. ouh my...
guys!! you want to know who i like right? just play truth or dare... its a classic man... ahha... for those who already know... just shut up... hahaha... damn you meow... you better shut up or i'll come after you... haha... weee!! kies.. i got to sleep now... nitex...
