Again and Again.

What am i living for?

Wednesday, 3 October 2007

hey hey hey... ahha.. guess what? i did something unbelievable to my hair.. ahah..

stupid isa.. say i was struck by lightning.. damn him.. i know that my hair is damn beautiful.. he is just jealous that he could not have hair like mine..ahahah..

i talk to rudolf yesterday.. ahah.. he is really a funny guy.. ahha.. yes yes.. i will play with your hair since you have given me the permission.. ahah..

wwwwwweeeeeeee!!!! haha.. today's maths.. i think the class really slack a lot.. ahah.. cool ar.. the facilitator had given us the answer during the first meeting.. ahha

and i thought that i was late for class while there were still others who were later than me.. people from other classes.. ahah.. i wonder what happen to them... i know that i took about 30 minutes to bath today.. ahah.. wash my hair properly.. making sure that there is not a single dandruff..

haha.. i still need to put mosturiser and also waxed my hair.. haha.. to make it look nice.. but i think it is not really that nice ar.. ahah..

rudolf said he could not join me for lunch.. ahah.. and i was planning to show him the surprise..

oh well.. at least HE had seen it.. WWEE!! happy sia.. i was damn freak out because i thought that my new hair style might not match me.. aaahhh!!! but luckily he said that it suits me.. but i think that either he is lazy to say anything bad or he really have nothing to say other than "oh it suits you".. ahahaha.. sigh.. i wonder what is he up to today.. miss him.. never talk to him today.. later i'll msn him.. i hope that he would not be too busy.. sigh..

damn.. i cannot find any inspiration for my original song's verses.. i only got the chorus.. haha.. people all start with verse then chorus.. but i'm unique!! WWWEEE!! aahaha...

I WANT NEW MOON AND ECLISPE!! WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO BE PUBLISHED IN THE PAPER COVER.. I DO NOT WANT THE HARD COVER BECAUSE THEY COST MORE!! MY BABY BOOKSSS.... I WANT YOU... (T_T)

i think that today i am going to have a very enjoyable day.. wwee!! ouh.. did i mention that only about 4 people were training for judo yesterday? i think if joe heard about this, he will be super and i mean SUPER angry.. sigh.. it is not fair for those who did not come and then they get away with it.. they do not even bother to email to kelvin.. poor him.. waste his lappy battery.. sigh.. i think they should be punished as they were given a lot of chances since the end of the judo camp which was held during the school holidays..

i think that they are still in holiday mood.. hello... wake up babes and guys.. don't you see?! you had waste your money if you quit judo.. all the time that you had used for training is wasted.. but the skills that those people had been learning can be put into good use.. and hopefully they use it wisely and not for some stupid damn lame farking reason..

i think it is quite long.. guess i stop for now.. and maybe i will continue at night.. WWWEEE!!

Wednesday, 3 October 2007

I'm searching for the sky that I've lost.

Name: Siti Hawa (Ais)
Age: 18 years old
Date of birth: December 6
Status: Single

Read this blog or JUST FUCKING LEAVE!

I love being myself.
I am who I am.
Accept me or FUCK OFF SERIOUSLY.
I am either singing, reading or screaming all the time.
I love almost all colours that exists except for PINK.
If you see me in PINK, it means that my mom forces me too. -__-"
I treasure the bonds that I have between my friends.

I hate people that only use me as a stepping stone.

I am sorry BITCH(including those RETARDED BOYS out there) but I am not a stone!
I may seem like a nice girl, someone that you can push around.
Sadly to say that, I ain't no girl that you can push around like a rag doll.
Without you knowing, I might have just PUNCH YOUR PRETTY FUGLY FACE!
So just fuck off if you want to mess around with me.

WHAT I WANT?
laptop
dslr camera
nail polish
shirts
pants

I want to shout it out loud.

I ask myself if I really do love you.