Today is really a tiring and fark-up day..

First of all, today only four people turned up for Judo training. They are Shao Cheng, Karling, Joe and me.. Sigh.. I know that most of the members have either works or injuries.. But they should at least e-mailed the Captain that reason of their absenteeism.. Sigh.. I really don't know if they really are serious with the training.. I do understand that it is holiday but I don't know what i should say more..

All day long, I kept thinking about him.. I saw his picture with his girlfriend.. They look so happy but I really envy that girl.. Sigh.. I just wish that it was me in that picture.. Sigh.. I really that she would not be in RP next year.. As she is taking her O level this year.. Sigh.. I really think that I am seriously in love with him.. This is what I don't like about myself.. Once I fall in love with someone, I really fall hard for him.. And I think this might be a problem.. Sigh.. I would only confess to him when I feel if the time is right.. But I am scared that the history might repeat itself again..

Sigh.. More problems coming out.. Some old biatch was insulting my mother! Who does that biatch think she was? She is not even related to my mother or my father.. Fark her!! Old biatches like that should know their places.. Blaming on other people for her problems.. Please.. And I am not interested in hearing you farking lame ancient story.. It was very lucky for you that I did not blow my top unlike you.. Farking old hag!!

Damn these people who insult anyone of my family members!! Fark off jerks and biatches!!

Today is also the first day of Ramadhan.. Haha.. I think it is yesterday.. Because the time in my lappy is now 12.23 am.. Haha.. WEEE!! Finally I can sing the song that Amin gave to me.. Haha.. But I am still not confident to sing without the lyrics in front of me.. Just training the hardest part which requires me to sing very fast.. Haha.. New things for me to learn.. Haha.. I hope I am able to sing this song when school reopens.. Haha.. Ouh.. I pasted a new picture.. It is of me and Shao Cheng.. Haha.. This picture was taken of the last day of Judo camp.. Sigh.. I really miss those days.. I think I got to go now.. See ya..




- Shao Cheng and me!! -