Again and Again.

What am i living for?

Thursday, 27 September 2007

Boo!! Haha... Yup!! I know that it has been a while.. Haha.. Well, I decided to give up on him and move on.. I do not want the same thing to happen again.. It will only result in hurt for me.. I still remember what happen between JJ and me.. Sigh.. That was quite a few years ago.. Back when I was in my secondary school days.. But the past is past and I have to move on.. Sigh..

Now, I am only concentrating on other person.. He is none other than... Haha.. Figure out yourself man.. Haha.. See how the way I talk to each guy and you can see the difference.. Haha.. Nowadays, I am chatting with him on the Window Live Messenger.. Haha.. At least I have someone I like now.. And I think that he is single.. He is too lazy to find a girl I think.. Oh and please.. He is a guy.. Not a girl.. I am not really into girl.. I am very straight.. Though I did not mean physically.. Haha.. Lol..

It's been one week since I had start school.. My new classmates are all not bad.. I think we bonded quite enough.. Hahaha.. But I am starting to see their true colours.. It is not going to be long when they will reveal their true self..

A lot of things had happened during my first week of school.. My dad won the 4D digits.. Ahah.. I think that it is relevant.. But I want to use some of his lottery to buy cosmetics for my face.. So that I can wear them during the Hari Rayas and when I am having performance..

I wonder what is the name of my band? Haha.. Azely kept saying "thegaybois".. Haha.. I'm a girl physically.. But mentally, they are both girl and guy.. Lol.. And I think I have become a part of their lives.. I am happy that I am able to meet someone who look like my brother, a crazy bassist who has mood swings, the indonesian wannabe and lastly, my flirty drummer.. Hahah.. My drummer always see girls.. Haha.. The first time I tried jamming, it was super cool.. WOOHOO!!

Thursday, 27 September 2007

BOO!! ahahaha

I'm searching for the sky that I've lost.

Name: Siti Hawa (Ais)
Age: 18 years old
Date of birth: December 6
Status: Single

Read this blog or JUST FUCKING LEAVE!

I love being myself.
I am who I am.
Accept me or FUCK OFF SERIOUSLY.
I am either singing, reading or screaming all the time.
I love almost all colours that exists except for PINK.
If you see me in PINK, it means that my mom forces me too. -__-"
I treasure the bonds that I have between my friends.

I hate people that only use me as a stepping stone.

I am sorry BITCH(including those RETARDED BOYS out there) but I am not a stone!
I may seem like a nice girl, someone that you can push around.
Sadly to say that, I ain't no girl that you can push around like a rag doll.
Without you knowing, I might have just PUNCH YOUR PRETTY FUGLY FACE!
So just fuck off if you want to mess around with me.

WHAT I WANT?
laptop
dslr camera
nail polish
shirts
pants

I want to shout it out loud.

I ask myself if I really do love you.