smoking has not change a single thing about my personality.. i did not change into somebody else when i smoke.. i am just the same old plain Siti.. kies.. let's make it exaggerating.. farking plain jane who does not know the meaning of whatever!! damn you people.. so she would not trust me anymore.. who cares?? alright.. so i abused that trust she given to me.. but i do not even care about repairing because i would not trust her too.. i do not trust her because in any minute or second, she would tell my irritating father about it.. oh.. the she that i was talking about is my own biological mother!! great!! splendid!! NOT.. it's good that i got lecture because of it.. but repeated lectures about the same farking topic again and again.. JUST KILL ME ALREADY!! i farking tired with all the nonsense!!
Labels: i don't trust you, you don't trust me
