wowow.. i reached home from dinner with my whole family members yesterday.. there only like my mother and father.. so i just that we really are one small family.. alright.. there are like different kind of people in the cypher camp.. i made new friends by being the SL for team 10 "Genesis".. let me list down the names of people in my team.. first of all will be alvin.. haha..

this is the first time i got to talk to him for real.. as in it is like always a hi and bye kind of talk.. haha..

next will be ruth.. to be honest, i find her quite cute.. haha.. lolol.. she has a boyfriend who was also a student leader during the cypher camp.. =]

sean is the "loner" guy.. he will always like act as if he is the outcast of the group.. but overall, i find his attitude is quite fun..

daphne is the SEXY & HOT girl in our group.. there were a group of 4 guys who were really like oggling at her and one of the guy nearly hit his face to a pillar..

vera is the cute and bubbly girl.. she can be quiet most of the time.. but she can be really random and different..

brian is the so-called one of the camper with a leadership qualities.. haha.. but i have find another side of him which is very wild.. haha.. it was fun dancing with him.. hope he can learnt something from the dance party.. =]

michele is another camper with leadership qualities.. she would make a good student helper or leader.. the future is bright for her because of the personality she has.

xiao xuen is the timid girl but she is also a good person to talk to.. haha.. well, everyone is afraid of something.. she is afraid of darkness and also heights.. ahha.. i should have look at her face when taking the skyline.. haha

alright, so i had just emailed them a message.. i honestly had some fun.. but i felt that mel did not really have fun because most of the time, she had to sit out for the activities due to her situation.. sigh.. i wish she could at least participate in some activities other than sitting out the activities.. but at the same time, i was quite worried about her because i was afraid that some idiots might just accidentally bang into her and it could cause some trouble.. but luckily, nothing was wrong with her.. i just wish her all the best and hopefully she can give birth to a very cute child.. =]

next on my list is the FOP.. sigh.. haha.. argh!! alright.. that was so random.. hmm.. let's see.. FOP.. can make friends with new people again.. ahha.. get to see with the cute english guy from sit!!! oh my gosh!! ahha.. azirah was filled with envy when i danced with him.. hahahaha.. =P.. no offence babe.. aha.. but at least, we PARTY all night!! woohoo!! fin was there too.. haha.. HI FIN!! haha.. the emp people help us out in the success of the dance party.. haha.. lolol.. i was like having fever before the dance party.. so i somehow manage to cool down my temperature by dancing.. haha.. cool.. i was high too.. AHAHA.. woohoo!! okay.. crazy girl is on the loose.. haha.. lolol..

i am looking forward to the FOP which is coming up real soon.. heheheh.. ouhh.. and girls who are single out there reading my blog and studying in RP.. haha.. there are lots of cute guys in SIT this year.. ahah.. =] you must check them out.. hahahaha..

lastly before finishing this post, I CAN SEE HIM PERFORM AGAIN!!!! AAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!! HE IS PERFORMING AGAIN!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAHHAHAHA... see told you some mad girl is on the loose.. =]

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ahah.. hey people.. today will be the day i will be leaving my house for 4 days, 3 nights.. haha.. i am so running away from home!!! woohoo!! no parents for 4 days and 3 nights!! yeah!!! hahahahaha.. jewww.. thanks for the information.. i make sure i stand where i can see him.. hahah.. lol.. weee!! haha.. bringing my camera and then click click.. ahha.. cool haha..

let's see.. what else should i bring? my camera.. then my money left $10.. sigh.. i can only withdraw the money tomorrow.. argh!! i need to buy batteries.. then something else.. hahaha.. lol.. sigh.. i just wish that i can buy things that i really need urgently for the camp.. ahha.. lolol.. =]

there will be judo training.. but i don't think i will be training.. so i will just like hang out at the dojo.. ahha.. lol.. let's see the things that we need to buy.. sigh.. damn it.. later i get from daryl and list out the things that we need borrow from the osg and stuff like that.. sigh.. so many things to do.. =] ahaha.. just wish me the best.. hope that i can cope all of the events.. =]

so now.. camp camp camp camp.. ahhaha.. =]

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hey people.. i am back and now i have somehow change the song to some indonesian song.. but hey, the song is great.. you should try listening to it.. ahha.. "Tak Ada Logica" by Agnes Monica.. she has a very great voice and she is one of my idols.. ahha.. i really enjoy hearing her singing and performing.. haha.. =]

alright.. i have received the list of things that i need to bring for the camp tomorrow.. haha.. somehow, they always give these important things last minute.. ahha.. lolol.. haha.. i am so excited about the camp.. ahha.. i wonder what kind of people i will meet up with.. ahha.. lolol.. =]

PEOPLE!!! PLEASE PAY ATTENTION TO THIS PART!!! I HAVE CHANGE MY HANDPHONE NUMBER.. please send me your number by email or just sms me at 8102 9991.. cool number right.. ahha.. lolol.. wee!!!

sigh.. i want to see him.. i am wondering if he would be performing during the FOP.. i want to see him playing again.. hahahahah.. weeee!!! yes, jolene.. you know who i am talking about.. by the way HIIII JEWWW!!!! hahahah.. lolol.. i am having fun.. yeah!! weee!! i am so excited.. ahahahhahahah... my new phone...... hahahahahhaha... arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! wooooooohoooooo!!! alright siti... i know you excited.. control.. control.. ahem.. but i want to scream out loud!! ahhaha.. lalalala... okies.. what should i eat for lunch today?? hmm... let's see.. left with $10.. must buy food that are cheap and delicious.. ahha.. lolol.. better i see if there is any ingredients in the frigde that i can use to make my lunch.. ahaha.. lolol.. alright.. i got to go now.. haha.. lolol =]

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alright people.. i just got my salary yesterday and yeah!! i am so happy.. i am planning to change my phone and use my salary to buy a new phone... wee!! so what phone that i want to buy.. hmm.. let's see.. i would like to buy the samsung love edition music.. haha.. i can't really remember.. ahha.. but i wonder which subscriber i should choose? is it singtel, m1 or starhub?? hmm.. can you guys give any suggestions.. because i am buying it soon.. like 2 to 3 days from now?? so please help me with it.. haha..

so i was pissed off with my student yesterday.. it was because it looks to me that he had not been revising his work.. and even worse, he can also make a careless mistake on an english question that he should never make a mistake on.. primary 1 work.. both mathematics and english are the easiest among all the primary level.. and if you did your work and ended up with a lot of mistakes, it shows to people that you have not been revising your work.. you would prefer to play rather than study.. let me ask, you hate study?? almost everyone does.. but the thing is that education is for our future.. we can use it when we start our working life.. and in order to balance the stress we got from studying, we can play.. that is how we are going to balance ourselves.. too much of studying or too much of playing can cause you to be nuts!!

i think i reformatted my laptop for the third time.. reason is because home edition cannot join to RP domain.. sigh.. kies.. luckily, daryl save me again.. haha.. cabal!!! haha.. kies.. i am thinking that i should buy the installation disc instead of giving him all of the trouble.. ahah.. lolol.. =]

alright dudes and dudettes, i got to go now.. =]

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alright i'm back.. my phone is being confiscated by who?? try to guess.. MY FUCKING IRRITATING FATHER!!! DAMN HIM.. argh!! i can't go to school.. well who cares.. i will go tomorrow and i don't care.. i hate him for having such a such closed mind!!! what did i do wrong? is it because someone have a crush on me and confess to me and i reject him?? am i too young to have a crush on someone?? hello.. this is what they called reality.. there is nothing wrong of liking someone.. am i right?? unless the person you have a crush on takes advantage of you.. and that maybe you should forget having crush on such a bitch or jerk..

so i receive a confession through sms.. well there is this student of mine whom i am teaching him to communicate in english seems to have a crush on me.. it was so obvious that he like me but i just don't respond to his feelings since i do not treat him more than my friend and student.. that's all.. thus, i replied back to him that i can't accept his feelings because i am in love with someone else.. and that's the truth.. i love someone.. from JA.. alright i have said it.. it is a very big clue already.. sigh.. and yesterday while waiting for the food to arrive, i received a message and when i was about to read the message, my dad was like suspicious and ordered me to give my phone to him.. what the fuck?! how old am i?? 17 or 7?? damn him.. so the guy was like telling me that he would not want to learn because he was too embarrassed after giving such confession and in the end, got rejected immediately.. i might seems so cruel but i'll give the details later.. so he read all the messages in my phone.. well, it seems that he somehow knew the person that i like the name.. haha.. well, it was jolene's replied messages.. haha.. he read it and say that i am flirtatious and nearly brought shame to the family's name.. i was like WHAT?! i don't really understand that part.. i haven't even confessed to him yet.. i am not sure whether he got feelings for me or not.. sigh.. and now he banned me from going to school since it is school holidays.. i was so freaking annoyed by him.. hello!!!! this is not primary school!!!!!!!! i am currently in poly life!! i have an upcoming camp and competition!!! DAMN YOU!! i don't fucking care but i am going to school whenever i required to go.. it is not like i am going for a date!! i have no boyfriend yet.. will you get this fucking line in your fucking mind?? argh!!!

alright.. why did i reject my student.. firstly, i don't even know much about him.. i don't know his age, his real name, his personality.. what i know is that he seriously need some improvement when speaking english.. that's all.. that is the reason why i became his tutor.. i don't expect anything from him but i want him to be able to speak good english.. what's more.. i am in love with someone else.. so that's the reason that i reject him immediately.. but it is for his own good.. i don't want him to have any false hope on me.. i don't want that to happen because i had experience this before.. i do not want him to face what i have faced.. it is better to tell them earlier than to just keep quiet about it.. i have suffered enough in silence.. and I CERTAINLY DO NOT WANT OTHER PEOPLE TO SUFFER WHAT I HAVE SUFFERED.. that is my intention.. i really hope that he will be able to heal in time and find a better girl.. sigh..

i am feeling so down now.. i don't think i'll be writing anymore.. until the next time, take care people.. =]

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hey people.. have anyone tries playing CABAL? it is fun!! you should try it out.. well to the people who don't like online games, then i guess that you would rather do something else than playing online games.. daryl!!!! yes, you jerk!! i am addicted to cabal.. damn it.. too bad, i can't really play at home due to the stupid internet connection of mine.. ARGH!! ahaha.. to my dearest random friend, Daryl.. THANK YOU FOR THE INSTALLATION DISC!!! LOVE YOU FRIEND!!! AHAHAHAHAHA... =D

alright.. so yesterday there were only 3 miserable people who came for judo.. sigh.. rudy, daryl and me.. what happen to the rest? i don't know.. they themselves know why they have gone MIA.. =[ those who have been missing has some explanation to do.. i guess that when we recruited the year 1 this april, i will make sure that they really attend for judo and not make some lame excuse like i got a date with my bf/gf later.. so i can't make it.. this type of people, i will make sure to torture them and have them taste a little bit of my evil side... muahaha.. =D

so yesterday we didn't train, but just wait for the russian guy to come.. what is name again?? konstantine? did i get the name right zara? ahaha.. lolol.. i think rudy talked to him like a few minutes before he went off.. haha.. i asked rudy why konstantine would not be joining.. well he said that konstantine was going off somewhere.. ahha.. alright.. so it was the again the 3 of us.. let's see.. we did discuss about the IVP but most of the time, i think that we were doing our own things..

guess who we met on our way to food haven?? haha.. moey yaeng.. haha.. she came late because she chased after the bus which she dropped her handphone in.. muahaha.. i was like your phone dropped?? your newly reachable contact is lost??? what the?? haha.. lolol.. yeah.. she lost her phone.. and luckily, she told me that it was like old model king of phone.. i don't think that anyone would want to take it because it is an old model.. haha.. =] by the way, good luck in getting a new contact.. so that it will be easier for the members to contact you.. ahha..

so after eating, we went to the library and start playing CABAL.. aha.. it was something like the TALES OF PIRATES.. but the graphics are better.. cool.. there are like many skills in which you can use.. woohoo!! hahah.. my character is the blader.. ahaha.. and i really love her lots.. ahaha.. currently, level 7.. and daryl is like level 63?? you crazy random!! you play 24/7? so hardcore man.. ahha.. lolol.. haha.. just remember to sleep and eat while playing the game.. if not, you can die of exhaustion.. ahha.. lolol.. =D

alright.. i will stop until here.. 4 more hours before cabal starts.. and hopefully my internet connection is working perfectly well.. phew.. bye.. got to go.. =D

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alright.. i just wake up from my sleep and i still want to sleep.. damn it.. yesterday was fun.. wee!! i got to disturb saiful.. ahha.. wee!! i keep forgetting that he is just 16 and he is taking his O level this year!! ahah.. soo young yet i thought that he is my age around that area.. hahaha.. lols.. i am trying to imply that he looks "mature".. ahahahha.. sorry guy.. =P

the wedding yesterday was like not so merry and most of the guests there are like some VIPs.. i even saw my principal from aes there.. i kind of forget his name.. well, whatever.. also there were a lot of RP facilitators over there too.. i wonder if this guy has some serious connection.. you won't believe who came in as one of the guests.. one of the ministers in singapore.. i think that he should be the minister of finance if i am not mistaken.. =] oh well, it is not like i care too much about these people.. they are just human being like me.. the same but he has a status.. but that does not make a difference.. for what we know.. everyone must treat each other equally and with respect.. =]

then this is where it comes to the bad part.. i was like damn frustrated with this arrogant lady.. i really wish that she could be off somewhere dead.. the slower she die, the better.. feel the apin and agony.. beg for mercy lady.. it was because of a minor problem.. please take note that the catering for yesterday's wedding was not under our company.. it is from another catering service and the dishwasher was under that catering services.. our company's job, Q Factor Services, is to just pick up dirty plates and let the dishwasher do their work.. the arranging of the clean plates was so not totally our job.. WE CARRY DIRTY PLATES!!! DON'T YOU EVER GET IT BIATCH??!! she saw me and ask me the plates, where she could place some desserts on it.. hello.. if you don't see any small plates to put the desserts, you can always use the normal plates to use?! is it so simple yet she pissed me off by saying that we are only slacking off and we don't do work properly.. i talked back by saying that our job was ONLY to clear the dirty plates with a very sarcastic yet sweet voice!! FARK YOU!! so arrogant and bossy.. and you should know what happened.. she was not very happy and told her friends and relatives that we are not doing work.. that is where the host comes in and tell her that the catering services were the ones in charge of the dishwashing.. and her face was like SO surprise.. then she was like looking at me all the time and trying to give me that stupid face that says i'm sorry.. please.. you have embarrassed in front of people and a simple i'm-sorry kind of look won't help me to gain back my dignity.. YOU ARE SUCH AN ARSEHOLE!!

alright then i was in the train going home from tanah merah.. haha.. yes.. the wedding was held at siglap cc.. haha.. lol.. very far away from my house.. =P.. i smsed jolene to ask for some advice.. aha.. i told her about him and asked her for some advice.. she said that i should just go on with it.. and tell him.. when i told her that i am afraid, she said that he would not like eat me up so yeah! she said i should tell him.. hahaha.. just waiting for the correct timing to arrive.. =P

alright guys.. that is it.. i'll try to update again tonight.. kies.. =]

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alright.. meeting for the camp was cancelled again.. agrh!! why is it always cancelled?? why can't we just go on with the meeting?? these cancellation had been happening repeatly.. i really want to know why.. we were like suppose to have meeting during one of the first week holidays but they cancelled it due to the festive which had already passed which is the Chinese New Year.. thus, the meeting was postponed or brought forward to one of the days after the CNY week.. but later on, i got an email saying that it was cancelled again due to some unforeseen reason!! i know why!! stupid security guards!! just give us one of the class rooms which is located at any of the buildings in the school.. you can't really expect us to have a meeting in our school library.. argh our library is not as strict as the others NLB, you can't really expect us to hold meetings in library?? argh!!

now i am hungry thinking about all these things.. i want my breakfast.. =] haha.. still laying in my bed with 5 hours of sleeping.. cool.. i shall sleep more later.. i want to watch a japanese anime from clamp first.. it is been a long time since i watched this idiotic anime.. but it is fun.. the title of the anime is magic knight rayearth.. ooooo... sounds so magical... yup, it is magical.. 3 young girls from Earth come to Cephiro to become the legendary knights.. they faces a lot of challenges.. they even have to kill the pillar of that country just because her heart has fallen for a priest and this is a taboo for a pillar to have feelings towards the opposite gender.. want to watch the series 1 and 2, you can go to this webbie.. haha.. but please remember that this is not a porn website.. it is a website where you can watch the anime that i am talking about now..

so what am i going to do now?? let's see when the clock on my lappy screen shows 12.oopm, then i would be going out to run an errand which my mother gave to me before she went to work about 30 minutes ago.. actually, right now i would be sleeping.. but someone had actually wake me up just to see is i have prepare his medication for him.. he is none other than my "BELOVED" FATHER!!! can't you see?? i am trying to sleep here!!! now i can't sleep and my eyes are like wide opened!!! this is getting boring each day.. i am so looking forward to take up the job this sunday.. =] weeee!!!!!!!!!!!

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alright.. i am back from eating out with my mother.. haha.. just now with 2 crazy people.. brad and daryl.. ahha.. lolol.. alright.. the 3 of us are 3 random people who can just be so random about the things that we said.. i must said that we clicked real well.. haha.. cool!!

alright just when i thought that i was late, the dojo was like no one except for my 2 random friends.. ahah.. lolol.. then wayne came at a later time.. rudy was not able to come just now as he had something to do.. alright.. then we thought that daryl should take the class since he is a senior belt (blue).. when he said that we are doing light training, it does not mean real training.. haha.. it is only 3/4 of what rudy's training is usually like.. this is what rudy does when it is for our training..

: the normal warm-up (full also included neck and shoulder bridging)
: 3 sets of diving push-ups, sit-ups and stretches
: 5 sets of ichigumi (20 each with timing.. it was tiring.. 1st 4 sets timing = 30 secs.. last set timing = 20secs.. more than that got 10 diving push-ups..)
: moving ichigumi
: 5 sets of ichigumi (multiples of 10, throw the person.. 20 each with timing.. 1st 4 sets timing = 30 secs.. last set timing = 20secs.. more than that got 10 diving push-ups..)
: moving kata (if i am not mistaken)
: do laps.. (it is either 3 person (20 throws) or everyone get thrown in a circle (5 rounds and depends on the number of people).. ahha.. wee!! i can say your legs would be shaky)
: randouri (kata and NO newaza, also we do in rounds.. haha..)
: newaza only (groundworks, ahha.. usually with the same gender.. but sometimes, we would even mixed)
: cool down.. hahah.. alright.. maybe it is light to some because this is different to some people especially those who come from HS since i heard from daryl that HS trainings are like double or even triple the times of our trainin.. =b

now i know the reason of why the coach did not come..the OSG people is really slow in making the decision whether to allow the coach to coach us or not.. argh!! is there something wrong with the coach?? i really feel that they should make the decision asap before the IVP.. IVP is coming up real soon.. sigh..

i think that i should go now since my dad is back.. aha.. got to go.. =]

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hey people.. i am back.. ahha.. i just check my CE points.. ahaha.. guess what?? yes!! i have completed my CE activity!! cool!!! haha.. no need to go for talk and so on.. hahah.. lol.. i am very happy.. haha.. NDA and DA = 32/30.. my DA and DP = 11/10 ahaha.. total = 53/40.. cool!! haha.. yay!!! i am free from all the silly talks.. woohoo!! =]

alright.. now i am waiting for that new student of mine to call me up.. i guess that he is still sleeping.. such a sleepy head.. i am like supposed to teach him communication skills.. but i think that he prefer sleeping more than he prefer to learn new skills.. =] hopefully he can give the reply very soon because i am getting a little bit lazy to go out in this cooling weather.. sigh..

i had a very good dream yesterday.. but the think is that i can't even remember what i dreamt about.. what i know that i had a very sweet dream.. =] haha.. alright.. i need to take my breakfast now.. maybe i'll write again later in the night.. =]

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sigh.. it's been so bored and i think that some of you would know.. sigh.. i want to have some fun!!! and tul did not turn up again.. so call from him.. what am i supposed to do?? i really think that he need to have a handphone with him.. if not, i would only bother his girlfriend and i am not the type who likes to trouble others.. argh!! can you get a handphone please..... we need you to come to the next jamming session.. we already had started on a new song.. sigh.. oh abyss..

damn.. alright.. it was quite shocking to me that the cost of the jamming room that shahrin had booked for my band cost like only $12/hour.. and it was like so cheap.. hahah.. the equipment was like so cool.. at last i got to play the keyboard haha.. lolol.. alright.. then the next song that we would be playing is either "fly me to the moon" or "perhaps".. i think that a band should once in a while play something that is unique from other bands.. like jazz or blues.. ahha.. that would be awesome.. wee!! ahah.. i hope that the third song would attract people to know and like our band.. =]

aww... i just got a comment from azely in friendster.. i think he is like shocked to see his name on my shoutout.. haha.. lolol.. honestly.. he is weird.. ahha.. i should say that he is very random.. one minute he would be quiet like a corpse, the next moment, he would as noisy as a busy town could be.. hahahaha... =D lolol.. ahah.. but it is fun to see him like that.. at least there is someone who is crazy as me.. wee!!! ahah.. i think that i should call him Mr Random.. cool!!! =D

alright.. now watching one of my most favourite movies!! UNDERWORLD.. i love kate who acted as the main actress.. she is so hot as a vampire.. and the main actor who is the hybrid of both vampire and werewolf is so damn farking handsome.. ouh.. i am melting.. ahhahaha.. lolol.. but he can't melt me the way he melt me when he is on his musical instrument.. ahha.. he looks awesome and somehow i am attracted to the way he is playing.. =D the rhythm he was playing somehow pulled my attention to him and only him.. he somehow mesmerised me.. alright siti.. stop it.. ahaha..

now pay attention to underworld and dream too much about him.. =D alright.. time to go now.. =]

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