Again and Again.

What am i living for?

Monday, 11 January 2010

This will be my first post of 2010! It has been 14 days since the new year, nevertheless, happy new year everyone. =]

GCE "O" Level results were being released today. Congratulation to my beloved cousin for getting 10 points! =D Hope you have a great future ahead. As for me, I am thinking of retaking my GCE "O" Level English as I scored D7 for it. I am regretting for not taking it last year. However, I am going to work hard and aim to get A1! Yes I am aiming that high. =D Hopefully, my English has been approving for the past three years in Republic Polytechnic.

Last Saturday was awesome! =D It was Q Factor first Leading Crew Dinner cum Meeting. Almost all of us could make for the dinner. =D Wore the clothes that mom and aunt bought for me when we shopped at vivocity the other day, make myself up and straightened my hair. Meet up with Dewi and off we go to Sakura International Restaurant which is located next to Paragon. Was quite happy when we are able to meet up with almost everyone. The people that I miss was Danny, Hazim, Saiful and Kak Lis. =D Miss you lot so much. =D So here are some of the photos we took. =]

Labels: 2010, memory, q factor

Thursday, 31 December 2009

Last post for 2009!

I am sitting in front of my laptop hearing the far distance music which is making some booming sound to my door. It's not that I am lazy to go for the countdown. To me, spending time with family is much better. Though it is nice to see what's going on during the countdown =] Oh well, I don't really like crowded place that much unless it's a place for me to dance like there is no tomorrow. XD

It's has been a while since I blogged. I guess this is my last post for 2009. My birthday was quite a surprise though. Dad and Aunt each bought a cake. =D So in the end, we had two cakes. One is cheesecake and the other is a creamcake. Hehe. I don't really fancy creamy stuff but since it's my aunt who bought it, I just sincerely take it. =D Plus the name of the cake that she bought for me is called "Fairlady". She said that the name of the cake suits me. =D Thanks Aunt.

Final Year Project submission is soon and I am left with the delete part. Thank god. But I am quite nervous as I am nearing my graduation. The thing is I am worried about is that I got a D7 for my English O level and I might not be able to get a good job. I should have taken it this year. Sigh. Resume is still not done yet. =S I want to work something that I am very familiar with. Best if I work as a programmer or part of a project management or something that I have studied throughout my whole three years in Republic Polytechnic. =S Hopefully, I will be able to get a good job with a good pay so that I would not have to worry about my parents. =]

I am working this Saturday with Dewi! Yippee cousin! So I have to prepare 3 shoes. Normal shoes, flat shoes and high heels. =D Gosh! It will be my first time working as a Elite Team and what's more, I am in charge for that day! AHH! Gosh. Oh and my eye candy will be there! Hahah. Shh. =D He is not someone that I have crush on but someone that can wash my eye for the whole day if you get what I mean! Haha! And I will also be working with that annoying guy. Gosh! =S Oh well, just hope that Saturday will be a good day.

Well here is some pictures for memories. =D

Labels: 2009, memory

Monday, 11 January 2010

First post of the year

This will be my first post of 2010! It has been 14 days since the new year, nevertheless, happy new year everyone. =]

Labels: 2010, memory, q factor

Thursday, 31 December 2009

Last post for 2009!

Well here is some pictures for memories. =D

Labels: 2009, memory

I'm searching for the sky that I've lost.

Name: Siti Hawa (Ais)
Age: 18 years old
Date of birth: December 6
Status: Single

Read this blog or JUST FUCKING LEAVE!

I love being myself.
I am who I am.
Accept me or FUCK OFF SERIOUSLY.
I am either singing, reading or screaming all the time.
I love almost all colours that exists except for PINK.
If you see me in PINK, it means that my mom forces me too. -__-"
I treasure the bonds that I have between my friends.

I hate people that only use me as a stepping stone.

I am sorry BITCH(including those RETARDED BOYS out there) but I am not a stone!
I may seem like a nice girl, someone that you can push around.
Sadly to say that, I ain't no girl that you can push around like a rag doll.
Without you knowing, I might have just PUNCH YOUR PRETTY FUGLY FACE!
So just fuck off if you want to mess around with me.

WHAT I WANT?
laptop
dslr camera
nail polish
shirts
pants

I want to shout it out loud.

I ask myself if I really do love you.