Again and Again.

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What am i living for?

Monday, 12 May 2008

wish i never knew..

alright.. i am quite stressed now.. sigh.. damn.. how i wish that someone is next to me.. sigh.. damn... i need to release all of my stress.. damn!!! argh!!! =[

now i feel like i am spinning out of control.. any minute, i could explode! i feel like crying, screaming, laughing like a mad person!! i don't think that i can trust anyone anymore.. i am so afraid of getting hurt.. but i can never escape this pain.. i don't think i can find the answer to the question i am asking myself...

i am totally lost in this jungle of feelings.. i am trying to find my way out.. but it keeps getting worst.. the more i try, the deeper i will go and can't get out.. maybe it is time i locked all my emotion until i find the right time to open up.. i just hope that i can find my way out of this miserable jungle.. i do not to be stuck there forever..

Labels: i am holding back my tears..

I ask myself if I really do love you.