hello! alright.. i did not update for quite sometime now.. currently, i am doing my pp.. i think the rough draft is done quite last minute.. so i am stress now.. sigh.. alright.. do i got to hand in the draft is it tomorrow or friday.. well, i don't care.. i am trying to finish it by the end of today.. so i would have time to have fun! yay!! hopefully, my draft can be looked through as soon as possible and also needed to change just a little bit of here and there.. and not change the whole entire thing.. i can promise you that if the advisor going to write that comment down, i will be lose my mind!! dang!! alright.. i got to do them.. more updates tonight hopefully.... =]
it has been a seriously long day for me.. i will start with friday!
Friday, 18th of July 2008
woohoo!! this is the day i had been waiting for!! yeah!! i love today!! today is the welcome party for all JA members!! we had fun! lucky for me, i did bring a camera!! thus, we could camwhore.. ahaha.. i did have some photos taken using my phone but i am quite lazy to upload it in the computer.. so i will upload whatever i have.. =]
did i mention that i got to see him around trcc?? haha.. yay!! woohoo!! and the food venue.. seriously, it is either they did not get the direction that i gave them or they are just too dumb.. well, who cares!! as long as the food is not at any location other than the TRCC is just fine! yeah! well, i did expect a lot of turn ups.. but there were only about 20 people and the people who said that they are coming are about 34 people.. too bad for them as they missed quite a number of activities.. =]
erm.. damn you sadiq!! try to steal my custard puff!! i saw your long fingers grabbing onto my custard puff and you nearly want to eat what i have been craving!! *roar* ahahha.. well, he did give me back.. yay!! yum yum!! haha..
did i also mention that i got a forfeit?? haha.. stupid me.. haha.. the first person was hyder but instead i said sadiq's name.. what the hell.. hahah.. then the forfeit that i had to do was to dance with someone with the music "stairway to heaven".. aww.. so sweet.. but too bad, because the person who got chosen by me was hafizah!! ahha.. lucky not a guy.. well, i don't mind though.. as long as the person don't step my feet! hehehe.. =P
pictures and the videos will be at the end of the post! yay!!
Saturday, 19th of July 2008
today is my worst day of my life!! my wallet was stolen!! damn you for stealing my wallet!! give me back my fucking i/c and my ezlink!! damn you!! stupid arse! you seriously need to get a life!! if i know you the fucking abyss you are, i will make sure that you will suffer big time!! so i made my way to the police station to report about the incident.. this is because if you lost your i/c, you need to make a police report asap.. afraid that someone might use your i/c to do some malicious stuff!! i will seriously hate the pickpocket!! damn you to hell!! i also want to thank my band member.. you guys went through a lot by helping me.. =] i promise to treat all of you to somewhere aites!! Love all of you! =] i really hope that you will not encounter the same situation as mine! seriously, you would know how i feel after your wallet get stolen.. stupid bitch!
to all the fuckers who steals wallet!! wish the same thing happen to you and see what you feel!! stupid people
so these are the photos that were taken during the welcome party..
so there!! you have the photos.. the video.. hmm... haha.. =P
here i am once again.. i fall into the world of sickness!! dang!! it seems for the past 2 months, i have been getting sick almost once in 3 weeks.. that is quite bad.. maybe i need to start eating my vitamin supplement again.. haha.. damn!! din go to class yesterday and today.. sigh.. but now i am in school waiting for the temp committee to meet up.. sigh.. need to finish up the things needed for tomorrow's welcome party.. then i think that should be about it.. i seriously need to go home after the meeting.. it seems that my nose is getting worse every minute.. hopefully, it will get better on saturday!! damn!! we got audition!!! argh!!
ouh.. i think that i met them yesterday.. not bad.. quite friendly.. haha.. the drummer came like 10 minutes before the clock strike seven and that's when inin and me had to go off.. haha.. everyone is fun!! though i felt that we need to talk more.. but when each of us is playing together, we somehow managed to find a similar connection.. hopefully, we will be even tighter during the audition.. =]
i went to malaysia today.. and.. it was horrible.. the whole trip was horrible.. though there quite an incident that really left a funny mark in my life.. so the whole thing was going there, meet with a stranger who plans to buy something from my dad.. then the whole thing all went wrong.. not because of the strangers.. but because of his friend's children.. take note that the children are adults about 30 years old and are married.. they were trying to cheat on my dad's money and emotion.. to think that he trusted him so much.. hmm.. so in conclusion, most of the people there really loves to cheat on one another..
so the funny part was.. my mom and i were in the washroom at some petrol station.. so she were busy doing her stuff when all a sudden, an apek opened the door.. ahaha.. and during that point of time, i was like trying to pull my mom up.. damn she's heavy.. but nevermind.. so this apek saw us.. ahha.. and was shock ar.. haha.. i seriously thought that the door is locked.. seriously.. then he quickly slammed the door and we didn't know where he went after that.. then we were like laughing throughout the time when we were going home.. haha.. i can't believe such thing happen.. haha!!
so reached home.. i was really shagged.. sleep for an hour an wake up as i need to submit order for the caterer.. and i happen to go online too!! woohhoo!! to the people, yeah! i know i talk a lot.. act like an idiot.. but i thank you for helping me out.. i will not claim all the credits.. yeah!! all of you taught me many things.. so i thank you.. i am in no position of saying i did all of this as you have all have come together to solve it.. so hate me if you want, but i won't hate you.. hope all of you read this.. ouh! about talking non-stop.. i will only talk when necessary from now on.. so i hope that you are happy..
damn!! oh my.. they are awesome!!! check them out.. nevermind if you don't understand the language that they are singing.. listen to the music!!! they are VERY and i mean it.. TIGHT!!!!
Gekidou - UVERworld
togisumasu EYES kikiakita PHRASE ya dareka no COPY ja mita sarenainda yo SPARK kiete kure mata tora no i o karite fuitekundarou
makki no dosu kuro no BEST PLAY IN THE HOUSE daiissen no STAGE de koreppochi mo makeru ki ga shine na 24/7 Come on, fight it out
shosen ao no sekai ni tojikomerarete warau taiyou o ushinatte boku wa tsuki no arika o sagasu
mieteita mono made miushinatte bokura wa omoide no umi no naka oboreteiku no ni doushite? chikai atta koto made nakatta koto ni shite tsugi no PASSPORT
CLOUD ushinaware INSISTENCE nareai no EVERYDAY FLATER ni iratsuitenda yo SPARK kiesou da hakusha wa kakarazu to mo omoi ni utsuroi wa nai
makki no dosu kuro no BEST PLAY IN THE HOUSE daiissen no STAGE de kozotte sagasu ELYSION no tobira mokuzen de nogasu
te no hira kara waratte ochite yuku kirei ni hisshi de atsume samayotta karappo no STORY
taisetsu na omoide mo sukoshi oite yukou subete seotta mama jya wataru ni wa omokute soushite mata deatta toki ni wa sukoshi irokoku atatamete kure
Rebel one, towa no koe AGAIN kokoro ni itsu todoku Rebel one, towa no koe AGAIN kikasete Rebel one, towa no koe AGAIN kokoro ni itsu todoku Rebel one, turning point
G9 hitoketa de miseru gekidou no nounai kakumei
Base, ability, mind
ROUND 1 dassee ichi kara hoete na kuratta zasetsu PLUS honki no shunkan da G9 HEAVY no PUNCH miseru gekidou hitoketa de nounai kakumei Rebel one, shake violently AGAIN komaku tobasu Rebel one, shake violently AGAIN
taiyou o ushinatte shimatta boku no hitomi wa tsuki o utsushi kagayaku koto wa nai yo tsukinai yoku to ganbou ni aterarete kitto doko ni mo nai mono o sagashite aruku yo
mieteita mono made miushinatte bokura wa omoide no umi no naka oboreteiku no ni doushite? chikai atta koto made nakatta koto ni shite tsugi no PASSPORT
taisetsu na omoide mo sukoshi oite yukou subete seotta mama jya wataru ni wa omokute soushite mata deatta toki ni wa sukoshi irokoku atatamete kure
umaku oite iketara oborenaide sutenaide mata aeru kara Rebel one, towa no koe AGAIN kokoro ni itsu todoku Rebel one, turning point
alright.. today is friday and tomorrow is weekend.. =[ i have a lot of things to settle.. sigh.. hopefully, i am able to finish them by tonight.. haah.. today i had a lunch date with josiah!! haha.. it has seriously been a while since i chatted to him.. it was like 1 month ago.. aha.. at least, we got to meet up and yeah, we chatted on some things.. haha.. jo, thanks for the wonderful agar-agar.. though you hate it, i still let you have the first bite.. heheh.. sorry guy.. nevermind.. next time, i'll make your favourite jelly and you also have to taste my meringue cookies.. ahha.. i know all of the food here are your favourite.. haha.. sweet tooth guy.. =P dang!! i forgot to take pictures with him.. well, it's alright.. there is always another time.. =]
i did meet up with zana last tuesday.. hey hun!! no cupcakes right?? hmm.. nevermind.. you are getting them soon right?? haha.. lol.. when you bought them, let's share.. haha.. you one, i one.. haha.. lolol..but you pay.. just kidding.. of course i'll pay for my share.. =] ahha.. next time, silent hill haha.. but damn sia.. that game need a lot of credit for me because i die easily.. nevermind.. i can practice.. so next time, i can show off my skill.. =P ahaha.. alright, here are the pictures.. =]
Slurp!! =]
My Food...
...Her Food... with fingers?!
Hungry!!
yes i know.. it's delicious.. ahha.. tempting me to eat your food ar? while waiting for her.. bored.. =[ pfft.. *smirk* wee!! yeah!! sorry elfie!! *kiss zana* what is that?? haha.. =D
i feel so much better now.. thanks for making my workload LESSER!! you should do your own work and not put it on others.. i'm talking about my dad to be precise.. don't worry.. the job that i am handling right now is actually part of my responsibility.. so i think we can share this work together.. haha.. hopefully, we can meet up for a meeting this thursday.. i will send the proposal again to sadiq and see what he still needs to comment.. haha.. seriously, he is a good critic.. he could make a good president.. haha.. =]
oh shoot.. i fell asleep in front of my laptop screen.. laptop on check, word document saved check, no drool check! ahaha.. alright.. maybe i am too tired.. haha.. good night.. =X
now i am crying helplessly with no one to hold me.. not even my mom can help me.. what did i do wrong? just because i came home late and he started saying awful stuff.. why can't he understand the position i am currently in?? why can't he just put himself into my shoe.. i am not going out with my friends to anywhere.. i do not have a boyfriend to go with!!! so what did i do wrong?? this is just too much for me to handle.. i just want him to understand.. so why can't he do that simple thing?
i did not go to school again.. somehow i feel sick!! argh!! damn!! but still i was able to jam today.. sigh.. we did jam the songs that we were supposed to jam a few months back.. sigh.. we are so thankful to have inin help us out.. thanks in!! i owe you one.. sigh.. while we were jamming, out of a sudden, sadiq pop out of nowhere.. haha.. seriously, i thought it was a lost kitten trying to find its mother.. haha.. sorry.. somehow seeing him, reminds me of a cat.. HAHA.. Meow~! ahah.. =P sorry sadiq!! no offence ar!! hahahaha... lolol.. i'm quite beat.. thus, i will be sleeping now.. LIGHTS OUT~!
hello! alright.. i did not update for quite sometime now.. currently, i am doing my pp.. i think the rough draft is done quite last minute.. so i am stress now.. sigh.. alright.. do i got to hand in the draft is it tomorrow or friday.. well, i don't care.. i am trying to finish it by the end of today.. so i would have time to have fun! yay!! hopefully, my draft can be looked through as soon as possible and also needed to change just a little bit of here and there.. and not change the whole entire thing.. i can promise you that if the advisor going to write that comment down, i will be lose my mind!! dang!! alright.. i got to do them.. more updates tonight hopefully.... =]
it has been a seriously long day for me.. i will start with friday!
Friday, 18th of July 2008
woohoo!! this is the day i had been waiting for!! yeah!! i love today!! today is the welcome party for all JA members!! we had fun! lucky for me, i did bring a camera!! thus, we could camwhore.. ahaha.. i did have some photos taken using my phone but i am quite lazy to upload it in the computer.. so i will upload whatever i have.. =]
did i mention that i got to see him around trcc?? haha.. yay!! woohoo!! and the food venue.. seriously, it is either they did not get the direction that i gave them or they are just too dumb.. well, who cares!! as long as the food is not at any location other than the TRCC is just fine! yeah! well, i did expect a lot of turn ups.. but there were only about 20 people and the people who said that they are coming are about 34 people.. too bad for them as they missed quite a number of activities.. =]
erm.. damn you sadiq!! try to steal my custard puff!! i saw your long fingers grabbing onto my custard puff and you nearly want to eat what i have been craving!! *roar* ahahha.. well, he did give me back.. yay!! yum yum!! haha..
did i also mention that i got a forfeit?? haha.. stupid me.. haha.. the first person was hyder but instead i said sadiq's name.. what the hell.. hahah.. then the forfeit that i had to do was to dance with someone with the music "stairway to heaven".. aww.. so sweet.. but too bad, because the person who got chosen by me was hafizah!! ahha.. lucky not a guy.. well, i don't mind though.. as long as the person don't step my feet! hehehe.. =P
pictures and the videos will be at the end of the post! yay!!
Saturday, 19th of July 2008
today is my worst day of my life!! my wallet was stolen!! damn you for stealing my wallet!! give me back my fucking i/c and my ezlink!! damn you!! stupid arse! you seriously need to get a life!! if i know you the fucking abyss you are, i will make sure that you will suffer big time!! so i made my way to the police station to report about the incident.. this is because if you lost your i/c, you need to make a police report asap.. afraid that someone might use your i/c to do some malicious stuff!! i will seriously hate the pickpocket!! damn you to hell!! i also want to thank my band member.. you guys went through a lot by helping me.. =] i promise to treat all of you to somewhere aites!! Love all of you! =] i really hope that you will not encounter the same situation as mine! seriously, you would know how i feel after your wallet get stolen.. stupid bitch!
to all the fuckers who steals wallet!! wish the same thing happen to you and see what you feel!! stupid people
so these are the photos that were taken during the welcome party..
so there!! you have the photos.. the video.. hmm... haha.. =P
here i am once again.. i fall into the world of sickness!! dang!! it seems for the past 2 months, i have been getting sick almost once in 3 weeks.. that is quite bad.. maybe i need to start eating my vitamin supplement again.. haha.. damn!! din go to class yesterday and today.. sigh.. but now i am in school waiting for the temp committee to meet up.. sigh.. need to finish up the things needed for tomorrow's welcome party.. then i think that should be about it.. i seriously need to go home after the meeting.. it seems that my nose is getting worse every minute.. hopefully, it will get better on saturday!! damn!! we got audition!!! argh!!
ouh.. i think that i met them yesterday.. not bad.. quite friendly.. haha.. the drummer came like 10 minutes before the clock strike seven and that's when inin and me had to go off.. haha.. everyone is fun!! though i felt that we need to talk more.. but when each of us is playing together, we somehow managed to find a similar connection.. hopefully, we will be even tighter during the audition.. =]
i went to malaysia today.. and.. it was horrible.. the whole trip was horrible.. though there quite an incident that really left a funny mark in my life.. so the whole thing was going there, meet with a stranger who plans to buy something from my dad.. then the whole thing all went wrong.. not because of the strangers.. but because of his friend's children.. take note that the children are adults about 30 years old and are married.. they were trying to cheat on my dad's money and emotion.. to think that he trusted him so much.. hmm.. so in conclusion, most of the people there really loves to cheat on one another..
so the funny part was.. my mom and i were in the washroom at some petrol station.. so she were busy doing her stuff when all a sudden, an apek opened the door.. ahaha.. and during that point of time, i was like trying to pull my mom up.. damn she's heavy.. but nevermind.. so this apek saw us.. ahha.. and was shock ar.. haha.. i seriously thought that the door is locked.. seriously.. then he quickly slammed the door and we didn't know where he went after that.. then we were like laughing throughout the time when we were going home.. haha.. i can't believe such thing happen.. haha!!
so reached home.. i was really shagged.. sleep for an hour an wake up as i need to submit order for the caterer.. and i happen to go online too!! woohhoo!! to the people, yeah! i know i talk a lot.. act like an idiot.. but i thank you for helping me out.. i will not claim all the credits.. yeah!! all of you taught me many things.. so i thank you.. i am in no position of saying i did all of this as you have all have come together to solve it.. so hate me if you want, but i won't hate you.. hope all of you read this.. ouh! about talking non-stop.. i will only talk when necessary from now on.. so i hope that you are happy..
damn!! oh my.. they are awesome!!! check them out.. nevermind if you don't understand the language that they are singing.. listen to the music!!! they are VERY and i mean it.. TIGHT!!!!
Gekidou - UVERworld
togisumasu EYES kikiakita PHRASE ya dareka no COPY ja mita sarenainda yo SPARK kiete kure mata tora no i o karite fuitekundarou
makki no dosu kuro no BEST PLAY IN THE HOUSE daiissen no STAGE de koreppochi mo makeru ki ga shine na 24/7 Come on, fight it out
shosen ao no sekai ni tojikomerarete warau taiyou o ushinatte boku wa tsuki no arika o sagasu
mieteita mono made miushinatte bokura wa omoide no umi no naka oboreteiku no ni doushite? chikai atta koto made nakatta koto ni shite tsugi no PASSPORT
CLOUD ushinaware INSISTENCE nareai no EVERYDAY FLATER ni iratsuitenda yo SPARK kiesou da hakusha wa kakarazu to mo omoi ni utsuroi wa nai
makki no dosu kuro no BEST PLAY IN THE HOUSE daiissen no STAGE de kozotte sagasu ELYSION no tobira mokuzen de nogasu
te no hira kara waratte ochite yuku kirei ni hisshi de atsume samayotta karappo no STORY
taisetsu na omoide mo sukoshi oite yukou subete seotta mama jya wataru ni wa omokute soushite mata deatta toki ni wa sukoshi irokoku atatamete kure
Rebel one, towa no koe AGAIN kokoro ni itsu todoku Rebel one, towa no koe AGAIN kikasete Rebel one, towa no koe AGAIN kokoro ni itsu todoku Rebel one, turning point
G9 hitoketa de miseru gekidou no nounai kakumei
Base, ability, mind
ROUND 1 dassee ichi kara hoete na kuratta zasetsu PLUS honki no shunkan da G9 HEAVY no PUNCH miseru gekidou hitoketa de nounai kakumei Rebel one, shake violently AGAIN komaku tobasu Rebel one, shake violently AGAIN
taiyou o ushinatte shimatta boku no hitomi wa tsuki o utsushi kagayaku koto wa nai yo tsukinai yoku to ganbou ni aterarete kitto doko ni mo nai mono o sagashite aruku yo
mieteita mono made miushinatte bokura wa omoide no umi no naka oboreteiku no ni doushite? chikai atta koto made nakatta koto ni shite tsugi no PASSPORT
taisetsu na omoide mo sukoshi oite yukou subete seotta mama jya wataru ni wa omokute soushite mata deatta toki ni wa sukoshi irokoku atatamete kure
umaku oite iketara oborenaide sutenaide mata aeru kara Rebel one, towa no koe AGAIN kokoro ni itsu todoku Rebel one, turning point
alright.. today is friday and tomorrow is weekend.. =[ i have a lot of things to settle.. sigh.. hopefully, i am able to finish them by tonight.. haah.. today i had a lunch date with josiah!! haha.. it has seriously been a while since i chatted to him.. it was like 1 month ago.. aha.. at least, we got to meet up and yeah, we chatted on some things.. haha.. jo, thanks for the wonderful agar-agar.. though you hate it, i still let you have the first bite.. heheh.. sorry guy.. nevermind.. next time, i'll make your favourite jelly and you also have to taste my meringue cookies.. ahha.. i know all of the food here are your favourite.. haha.. sweet tooth guy.. =P dang!! i forgot to take pictures with him.. well, it's alright.. there is always another time.. =]
i did meet up with zana last tuesday.. hey hun!! no cupcakes right?? hmm.. nevermind.. you are getting them soon right?? haha.. lol.. when you bought them, let's share.. haha.. you one, i one.. haha.. lolol..but you pay.. just kidding.. of course i'll pay for my share.. =] ahha.. next time, silent hill haha.. but damn sia.. that game need a lot of credit for me because i die easily.. nevermind.. i can practice.. so next time, i can show off my skill.. =P ahaha.. alright, here are the pictures.. =]
Slurp!! =]
My Food...
...Her Food... with fingers?!
Hungry!!
yes i know.. it's delicious.. ahha.. tempting me to eat your food ar? while waiting for her.. bored.. =[ pfft.. *smirk* wee!! yeah!! sorry elfie!! *kiss zana* what is that?? haha.. =D
i feel so much better now.. thanks for making my workload LESSER!! you should do your own work and not put it on others.. i'm talking about my dad to be precise.. don't worry.. the job that i am handling right now is actually part of my responsibility.. so i think we can share this work together.. haha.. hopefully, we can meet up for a meeting this thursday.. i will send the proposal again to sadiq and see what he still needs to comment.. haha.. seriously, he is a good critic.. he could make a good president.. haha.. =]
oh shoot.. i fell asleep in front of my laptop screen.. laptop on check, word document saved check, no drool check! ahaha.. alright.. maybe i am too tired.. haha.. good night.. =X
now i am crying helplessly with no one to hold me.. not even my mom can help me.. what did i do wrong? just because i came home late and he started saying awful stuff.. why can't he understand the position i am currently in?? why can't he just put himself into my shoe.. i am not going out with my friends to anywhere.. i do not have a boyfriend to go with!!! so what did i do wrong?? this is just too much for me to handle.. i just want him to understand.. so why can't he do that simple thing?
i did not go to school again.. somehow i feel sick!! argh!! damn!! but still i was able to jam today.. sigh.. we did jam the songs that we were supposed to jam a few months back.. sigh.. we are so thankful to have inin help us out.. thanks in!! i owe you one.. sigh.. while we were jamming, out of a sudden, sadiq pop out of nowhere.. haha.. seriously, i thought it was a lost kitten trying to find its mother.. haha.. sorry.. somehow seeing him, reminds me of a cat.. HAHA.. Meow~! ahah.. =P sorry sadiq!! no offence ar!! hahahaha... lolol.. i'm quite beat.. thus, i will be sleeping now.. LIGHTS OUT~!
Name: Siti Hawa (Ais)
Age: 18 years old
Date of birth: December 6
Status: Single
Read this blog or JUST FUCKING LEAVE!
I love being myself.
I am who I am.
Accept me or FUCK OFF SERIOUSLY.
I am either singing, reading or screaming all the time.
I love almost all colours that exists except for PINK.
If you see me in PINK, it means that my mom forces me too. -__-"
I treasure the bonds that I have between my friends.
I hate people that only use me as a stepping stone.
I am sorry BITCH(including those RETARDED BOYS out there) but I am not a stone!
I may seem like a nice girl, someone that you can push around.
Sadly to say that, I ain't no girl that you can push around like a rag doll.
Without you knowing, I might have just PUNCH YOUR PRETTY FUGLY FACE!
So just fuck off if you want to mess around with me.
WHAT I WANT?
laptop
dslr camera
nail polish
shirts
pants
