haha.. alright.. yay!! i am so so sssssoooooooooo very happppppppppyyyyyyyy.. hahaha.. my pp scope get accepted... weee!! yay!! i can start like doing now.. =] yes.. so target to finish my pp is by the end of july.. yes.. that is my targeted month.. i am so going to work on it fast.. so that i will have time to laze around.. ahaha.. =D

haha.. damn.. i don't know why but i really feel quite lethargic.. sigh.. but the thing is that i did not really train that tough today.. sigh.. =[

okay, i am very beat.. so good night.. tata titi tutu!! argh..

Labels: shagged.. =[

hey hey.. back.. so i have submitted my pp scope this morning.. i really hope that my pp scope would be accepted then i could start on my pp and can submit my pp scope by the end of july or early august.. the faster i finished it, the faster my advisor can somehow comment on it..

sigh.. download and read manga.. sigh.. i am so bored today.. no work.. thus, i have to like wash all the laundry.. do a little tidy up to the house.. sigh..

damn.. how i hate my broadband.. it is so fucking slow.. argh!! shit!! can't it just go faster or whatever they called??? i need to like access the internet now..

alright.. so now i feel sleepy.. see you people..

Labels: lalalala.. miss him

i have somehow done with my PP scope.. i just need to send to my advisor.. sigh.. hopefully, it will come to his attention and somehow he could approve of my PP scope.. i wonder if akina have sent her PP scope.. haha.. =D i think she will be busy with kevin.. ahaha.. =D lalalalala..

so i still have not talked to my dad yet.. peace at last.. woohoo!!! sigh.. i don't even bother to talk to him because i was quite tired of hearing his nonsense.. haa!!

when will josiah come for the tryouts?? ahah.. maybe he decided not to try.. hahha.. =D maybe i should force him to come.. ahah.. cool.. blackmail him.. MUAHAHAAH!!

so training this tuesday.. jamming this wednesday.. working at night on thursday and friday..what a busy week.. hahaah.. have to cope with it deary.. haha.. lolol.. siti is such a busy little girl.. ahha.. hopefully, i won't fall sick anymore.. i think i was sick because i somehow worked too much.. hahaha.. =D wish me luck.. weeeee!!!!!

Labels: yesh i miss you so much..

today or i mean yesterday's lesson is not that bad.. sigh.. but irritatingly, he keep repeating the same question and making me very confused with my answer... whatever.. remember the 3 motto.. i don't know, i don't care, i don't bother.. so if he wants to die, also better.. wooho!!

somehow i spent my day end with daryl settling the videography and all the stuff.. i felt that the way they took the video is in good condition.. as in the quality wise, sound wise.. we somehow decided both highlights and also showing some of the matches that are going to be held on that day itself.. hopefully, everything will go well.. why we choose the highlights? this is because we can somehow use this video for our SLA booth next year for the new intakes.. i am very sure that there are many potential ones out there.. even for girls.. as i felt that the girl in judo now are quite small in number.. i just want permanent girls from the year 1 to stay until they go to the final year which will be their 3rd year..

now i am busy writing for my pp scope.. hopefully, my topic for my pp will be accepted and i can start my pp straight away.. cool.. i will submit latest by this sunday.. =] so tomorrow or i mean today will be a very busy day for me.. sigh.. guess i can survive this.. =P ahha.. it is very hard to see him unless i could go to the performance tomorrow.. ouh.. whatever.. i can always see him on some other days.. =P

so i guess that i will update again soon.. now i am like downloading manga at 2.58 AM!! ahha.. i have really nothing better to do.. ahhaha.. =D

Labels: i love you, i miss you and i want to see you...

hey.. OUCH!! my body is all sore from yesterday training.. argh!!!! PAIN!!!! hahaha.. it has been a while since i have really trained that hard.. SHOOT!!! i did not tell you that i watched rudy, faisal and JY sparring with konstantine.. ahah.. it was so beautiful.. of course.. the three guys that i have mentioned all lose to the spar with konstantine.. haha.. lolol.. nevermind.. but it was so beautiful that i can't take my eyes off them sparring..

haha.. lol.. JY's pant was ripped by konstantine.. and now i know why zara said that he is very good.. somehow, konstantine lifted JY up and throw him to the ground.. oh my god.. that is SSSOOO SSSWWWEEEEEETTT!!! ahahaha.. nice move! ahhahah.. =] i sound like an evil person.. ahah.. but i am evil in some ways.. ahah..

got into another fight with my dad.. he has said the words that i always wanted to hear.. thus, i have the freedom to do anything!! ANYTHING!!! woohoo!! i don't care what he wants to think but all i know is that i am so going to be dependent on myself and let him go.. he is also letting me to be independent and that is what i am going to do.. but i do know what are the things i can do and cannot do.. DUH!! i can know the difference between right and wrong.. so i guess all of the things that i want to do.. i can do it now!! wee!!

so today my team have 3 people.. me, jean, yong xiang.. somehow today's problem was not that difficult.. it is very managable.. pheww.. but we are lacking in content details.. =[ nevermind.. we can always work harder.. yes!! we will work harder.. =D weee!!!

Labels: OUCH.. IT HURTS A LOT... =[

hello people.. i am back.. and with a new blogskin.. weee!!! =P i just love having the navigation buttons to click.. ahha.. i really find this stuff real cool.. wee!!!

phew.. today is a very tiring and stressful day.. it was not actually that bad.. but all the T-Accounts, trial balance and the journal entries that we need to do were all very confusing.. i was hit like 2 times.. because of my stupid and lack of calculation.. to put it simply, i did not calculate properly.. =]

so i was like chatting with jolene when we were on our way home.. somehow we talked about her problems and also my problems.. sigh.. lolol..

i am tired and i need to sleep.. so good night.. =]

Labels: wish you are in my dreams too.. =P

alright.. the whole day at home with my stupid fucked up dad.. how i really wished that he is not living in the same house as me.. sometimes, i wished that i could runaway for 2 weeks and stay at my relatives place.. always shouting when i made a tiny weeny mistake.. sigh.. i really hope that he could change for the better.. his birthday had just passed and i really hope that his temper would be more stable..

i saw him performing last friday.. woohoo!! ahahha.. lalala.. i am so happy about it.. did wish him luck and he smiled.. wee!! haha.. =P at least we did like somehow chatted for like 3 minutes.. ahaha.. =]

then came victoria.. i guess that she was somehow feeling very down.. i can't say much because i have nothing to comment about it.. the only thing that i can say is that i hope that she would get well soon.. relax alright girl..

now i am bored and i want to play game.. so goodbye people.. till we meet again tomorrow.. =P

Labels: wished that i had taken a picture with you.. =[

fine.. you mother fucking asshole.. is it wrong to make a fucking assumption? is it wrong that you just assume that it might be one of the stupid reason of why it can't be connected?? you mother fucking male human!! IT IS SO FUCKING ALRIGHT TO ASSUME THAT IT MIGHT BE ONE OF THE FUCKING THING THAT IT CANNOT WORK.. CHEESEPIE!!!

don't fucking show your fucking ego to me. that is so fucking lame.. i won't respect you if you don't respect me.. i don't care of what he thinks about me.. but i am fucking leaving once he has said his fucking last word.. i do not care of what happened to him.. shit!! but i have a pp briefing later.. damn it!!!

cheesepie.. this is what i fucking write down in my RJ.

Reflect and comment on the learning obstacles you faced today. How did you overcome them?

It looks like we are not able to make assumptions out of the problem statement. It might be a possibly that it can happen but it seems that it was not acceptable to make them as one of the possible assumptions. It is true that it is not written in the problem statement but we can just assume that it is one of the things that could happen. We just might not know about it. Is it wrong to make assumptions out of a problem?

I was trying to understand what the classes do as I was not very sure about there was number of hosts included. Thus, by listening to other teams and reading up resources that we are given again after the lesson help me clear the misunderstand of the meaning of class.

And I guess that an assumptions cannot be an example. Thus, I will take note that I will not make any assumptions that is not mentioned in the problem statement even though that there might be possibility that it could happen.



i don't fucking care what he is fucking going to give me.. i swear to my god that if he pulls this fucking method again, i am so going to make his life fucking miserable.. cheesepie.. he is fucking messing with the fucking wrong person... silent killer!!! cheesepie.. go fuck yourself for all i care.. kanina...

and farking dad is making me do his fucking work.. cheesepie.. i am like busy with my RJ and all the things.. he just dumped me all of his work and when i made a mistake, he was like screaming until the whole neighbourhood can wake up!! hello.. if you don't want any mistake, please don't fucking give me your fucking work, you mother fucker.. i hate when he orders me around and in the end, get a screaming instead of a thank you for doing all of his fucking work!!! i hate enough of this stupid thing..

i rather tomorrow will be a happy day for me because i am fucking working tomorrow and i have to meet up at bugis like at 10.30 am.. argh!!! shit.. but it is alright.. as long as there are cute guys for me to see, then i think i will enjoy my day!! =]

Labels: YOU FARKER

hahah.. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.. =D well.. gettin back my voice.. have to scream again.. ahah.. lala.. SLA!! SLA!! SLA!! SLA!! JOIN JA!! JOIN JUDO!! hahahha.. =D

okay siti stop it please.. haha.. im in bliss today.. lalala.. took pic with josiah and some of my friends..haha.. it went well.. haha.. but i really want to see him again.. sigh.. so many IGs.. i want to see the judo performance.. i was hoping that josiah would want to join judo.. ahah.. he asked rudy if brazilian jujitsu is similar to judo.. hmm.. i wonder if he use to learn brazilian jujitsu.. haha.. i hope that he could come for the trial.. haha..

hmm.. let's see.. i think that there are quite a number of people who are interested in joining the JA this year.. there should be about 80+ people who had signed up during the first day.. i really hope that there will the talented ones inside and maybe my band could use a bassist to replace azely.. sigh.. i do not want to talk about that anymore.. sigh.. =[

these are some of the photos that were taken before and also during the SLA day 1.. =] enjoy the view people..

Labels: 2 more days to go.. =]

java!! java!! java!!! aaaahhhhhh!!!!! i can kill myself already.. haha.. oops.. but zara will help me kill me.. ahaha.. thank you darling.. wee!! okay..

today, do java.. then camwhore and camwhore and camwhoring!!! haha... i have really nothing better to do.. muahahaha.. weee!! cool right.. take pictures with my sweethearts.. haha.. lolol... still wondering where is he these days.. i think that he should be busy with FYP.. ahha.. nevermind.. there is always a next time.. haha.. alright.. ahha.. photos!!! photos!!! PHOTOS!!!

CAMWHORING

ahaha... pictures that were taken in class today.. muahaha.. =D let's see what we do for java today.. =] cool...


yan keat and me.. haha..

xuan and shahl.. cute..
3 ladies in the group.. =]
me and akina.. love her lots!!
kina and kevin.. hahaha.. the "K" friends..ahaha.. =Dkevin and me.. *fainting* =D
the strength of our group.. yay!!!
me and "kecik" again.. ahaha.. =D

serious zirah.. =D
candid picture.. =]Leon looks weird but he is a very nice guy. =D
4th team to presnt

end of lesson.. =D

haha.. today is monday.. monday blues.. damn fuck up faci.. damn it.. today's problem is like shit!! damn it.. argh!! and the problem this week is freaking confusing.. damn it..

saturday was fun... ahaha.. i really did enjoy my day there but too bad i need to go home at an earlier time.. sigh.. i went back with jon and was supposed to go back with cecilia but he backed out the last minute.. ahah.. his girlfriend said to meet up at 6 pm.. ahha.. lolol.. =D ahha.. okay.. so we play a stupid game and very awesome forfeits.. ahha.. there were many different kinds of forfeit that they thought of.. i don't think you would want to know what they thought about the forfeit.. muaahaha.. i think i got some of the photos that were taken during my sentosa trip.. wee!!! i love my day there with everyone.. ahha.. i love all the memories that were created.. thank you everyone.. =D so jon and me went back and we were like chatting about somethings and i find it quite amusing.. this would be the first time i am talking to him up-close.. ahah..

alright, today's RJ question was too fuck up question.. "Use a/an fruit/animal/insect to describe you learning attitude for today's lesson".. what the fuck?? i find the question to lame to be answer but i still have to do something about it.. so that i would be graded fairly.. argh!! alright.. i did remember akina says something to the faci about not being too nice or she'll fall in love with the faci.. and the fucking faci was like "WHAT?!" ahha.. you should have seen his face.. it was so funny that the whole class started laughing.. ahaha.. good job akina!! love you a lot babe.. aha.. =D aha.. lalala... alright.. so i think i post the pictures below... ahha.. weee!!!

cypher peoplelove you guys a lotso sweet of you to take pic at my height.. =D
the 2 gays and me.. ahha.. =Doh my god.. he is so freaking HOT!!
me and my sweetheart.. =P

Labels: thanks cypher.. =D

the end of the very first week.. ahaha.. tomorrow i still have to tutor another student for about 1 1/2 hour.. from 9.00am to 10.30am.. then i need to go to sentosa to join them.. woohoo!! camwhoring.. oogling at those HOT guys.. ahha.. alala.. hope that josiah will be there tomorrow.. ahah.. lolol.. if he is there.. i will be like OH MY GOSH.. haha.. date at sentosa.. ahha.. then later chee hong him by asking for his number.. ahah.. =b

haha.. alright.. the setting of the JA booth is very simple.. black cloth, 3 laptops to be sacrificed, then a projector to be borrowed and lastly, maybe some guitars for the members to play some music there.. ahaha.. i hope that it will be fun and the respond that we might get would be very good.. ahah..

so the things that i need to bring tomorrow.. myself, extra clothing, sunscreen lotion, camera and batteries.. and i need lots of batteries tomorrow.. after the sentosa thing, they might be going to melvin's house to drink.. zara asked me along but i have a curfew.. that is why.. sigh.. drink what? of course you drink water right? haha.. lolol =D

Labels: sentosa.. =D

so i am playing cabal while blogging.. fuck RpNet.. i can't seems to post my blog in school.. whatever.. i just don't care.. ouh.. it seems that my student was sick and i somehow got an off-day.. yay!! but i really hope that he would recover soon.. ahha.. i am more worried about his studies than his health though.. yes.. some people might view me as a very unsympathetic tutor.. but the fact is that he really needs to buck up in his work and everything else.. i hope that he had done the works that i had given to him.. get well soom ammar.. =]

alright.. saw angus just now.. he told me that he could not make it on wednesday and wanted to change the dates.. i thought i have already told him one week earlier that we are jamming on the 16th of april.. sigh.. i really think that he is very forgetful.. sigh.. angus.. can you wake up please?? ahaha..

so me and angus went home together.. discussing about what is going to happen to our band.. guess that angus could play bass for a while.. the thing is that 4 people should be enough for a complete band.. =] i really hope that we would be able to solve this problem.. sigh.. i could learn bass if i have the time.. =] then maybe who knows, i play as the bassist of the band.. but it really requires time and skills.. i do not have the talent to play a bass in the first place.. damn.. sigh.. i would try my best in solving this matter..

SLA is coming right? ahha.. both for JA and also judo.. i need people's help to set up a booth for JA.. can anyone help me?? Wesley baby, help me get people.. Amin, I am still not sure whether we have CE points or not.. might or might not have.. =] just help us can?? try to help kies..

so IVP thing, is it settle yet?? i am so freaking not sure.. sigh.. how about the refreshment?? redbull is it?? haha.. lolol.. wee!! haha.. should be.. this is because they would be even to tired to eat.. haha.. hopefully, we can bring back some medal.. =] yay!! i want to try my best in competing this event.. since mine will be the open weight category, i really need to try my best to stay in the ring.. =] people come and support RP IVP ITJC(inter-tertiary judo competition) 2008.. haha.. it will be held on the 18th may 2008.. come to think of it.. i still need to tell the person that i want to order the medal.. need to get it done asap.. sigh.. kies.. i think i should go email that person first.. =]

Labels: i need help for SLA.. help me please...

azely is quitting the band.. sigh.. why is it always like this?? nevermind.. i will respect his wish though.. sigh.. now i must look for a new bassist.. sigh.. need to look for a new bassist.. lalala.. damn it..

so database ends with a very boring test.. haha.. lololol.. kies.. since i had nothing to do, i played cabal and somehow the RpGuest was quite alright.. aha.. i am playing hard to achieve level 50.. ahha.. i am going to play until i am bored.. ahhaa.. lalalala.. weee!!! now need to release my stress.. aha.. have to look at his stupid photo again..

okay.. my job for tomorrow is to ask josiah out for lunch.. ahha.. so, it would be azirah, me and josiah.. ahah.. he is so freaking cute.. lalalala.. =D aha.. kies.. i think i will blog again tonight should i have the time.. haha

p.s.: today i have to tutor that student of mine.. its been 2 weeks since i lost my voice.. sigh.. =D

Labels: learn and apply.. =], teach

alright.. i was asleep but the fucking phone of my dad rang.. assholes.. it was just beside him and he is fucking lazy to pick it up.. mother fucker.. so now, i can't really sleep because of his stupid behaviour.. freaking shit.. damn!!! so what do i do?? i play cabal.. that is the easiest way for me to enjoy the rest of the my freaking day.. damn.. sigh..

today was tough work.. a lot of stuff that i need to do.. a lot of ivp things that we need to settle.. i was quite tired about it.. sigh.. what to do? that is partly my job.. =[ sigh.. i think the SLA is coming out soon.. i will be busy on all the three days.. setting of booth i think for both JA and judo.. haha.. but i think i will call a lot of people to help in setting up for the JA booth.. i make sure that almost all the JA members will be included.. =] haha.. at least, some of them can also cover for me in case there would be any hiccups in the judo booth.. ahah.. =]

so now is my mother's turn who is not able to sleep.. having headache.. all this time my dad is the main fucking reason of why my mother and me could not rest well because of his lazy attitude and fucking ordering us around.. mother fucker.. he should just disappear and i think that the world will be in peace.. i am damn right about this.. sigh

so how am i supposed to release my stress?? i look at his picture and all my worries and stress will be released.. ahha.. maybe should go for josiah too.. since he is fucking low profile type of guy.. it is very hard to predict that kind of guy.. =[ sigh.. nevermind.. i will just wait for the right time to express my feelings.. hahahah.. make fun of me.. i don't care.. but maybe i might just get rejected on the spot who knows.. that is so good.. ahha.. lolol.. i will worry about the rejection part when the time comes.. now.. concentrate on IVP and SLA.. ahha.. lolol.. wish me all the best in clearing up all these events... haha.. hopefully, it will turn out to be a success.. =]

Labels: everything will be much better when i look at his picture.. =]

i am relaxing now.. gosh.. i think that daryl should be alright by now.. i am so sorry for not being a very good referee.. so sorry daryl.. ahah.. thanks for loaning me your jacket too.. i really love your jacket more than i love you honey!! ahahah.. lalalala.. okay.. so now my eyes are quite sleepy.. but just said to it that i will like sleep around 12 am today?? haha.. lala..

chatting to zara about him.. gosh.. it is very hard to know him.. i wish that we can talk more.. =[ i really want to chat with him in msn.. sigh.. he did not give me his msn so i don't think that i have his permission to take his msn from his friends.. because the thing is that his friends are also my friends.. sigh.. =[

tomorrow, there will be like a judo meeting.. but i am having my first break but it will be like so freaking long.. i mean the meeting.. that is why i think that having the meeting at 2nd break would be better.. who knows.. i might just be able to see him tomorrow.. lalala.. okay.. now i am playing game.. so i am going now.. nights people.. =]

Labels: i might see him tomorrow..

today is the second day of school and i reached about 8.35 am.. gosh they are so fucking strict with the timing of what we come.. argh!! most of the facis are so fucking strict.. throw them into the pits of abyss.. argh!! i really think that we have to be in class by 8.00 am sharp.. argh!! i just wish that they would like just fucking give us a fucking 15 mins grace period.. now like you come late and they will downgrade your fucking marks.. what the fuck?? such as asshole.. argh!!

yesterday was so damn fucking bad monday.. someone down was either pushed down or he jump off the track on his own will.. fuck.. and the whole mrt circuit was like stuck.. stupid people.. fucking asshole.. make us late for work and school.. damn it.. shit!

okay.. so i think java is quite fun.. but i think that it is going to get difficult as days passed.. so the presentation was quite fun though.. ahha.. very fun.. lalalala.. =b weee!!!

yesterday see him.. today never see him.. haha.. =b ahha.. i am so sad and also happy.. haha.. weee!!!! =b

okay.. good bye.. see you.. bleh.. =P ahhaha..

Labels: i am being so random.. =]

oh my fucking abyss.. i am so in bliss yesterday.. hahahahaha... lololol.. i took picture with him... ahhhhhhh!!!!! he looked so cute yesterday.. hahah.. lalalala... he was performing in a very cute outfit yesterday.. ahahhaha.. lalalalala.. hahaha.. but my phone last minute battery flat.. damn.. hahaa..

woohoo!! jolene!! ahha.. saw you yesterday.. alalala.. jolene is cute as ever.. haha.. lolol.. i still love your hair.. so fun to play with.. next time, let me play with it, can can?? haha.. i have fetish for hair of the people i like!! heheheheh.. hahaha..

haha.. party until i go high yesterday.. haha.. lolol.. really high.. ouh.. i met ferra.. she is so cute.. ahhaa.. lolol.. hehe.. somehow we went home together with zara and me too.. haha.. zara was still quite sad about what happened.. cheer up girl.. i hope you will get well soon.. haha.. lolol..

now at home and i need some rest.. damn.. my legs are still hurting from yesterday dancing.. lalala.. and argh!! having fun at the judo meeting just now.. they are so fucking random lah.. hahaha.. lolol.. i really can't stand already.. it is very tiring laughing out loud.. haha.. lolol.. lalalala.. to himitsu and dash|dash hahah.. congratulations.. your performance was awesome.. amin.. keep it up guy.. haha.. himitsu's dressings are unique.. haha... to MR, ahha.. you are so fucking cute.. should take pictures with me kies.. ahhaha..

the pictures.. will be posted soon.. maybe tomorrow.. cause the thing is that i am still compiling them together.. both the cypher camp 08 and FOP 08.. thanks for being patient.. =]

Labels: seeing you is enough to make me melt.. =]

i am lazying at home with nothing to do.. damn.. i am down with some sickness.. people said that idiots do not get sick.. so i am not an idiot afterall.. haha.. haha.. lolol.. i really want to go to FOP tomorrow and friday.. i really want to see him.. i miss him a lot.. i never see him again since the gig which was held in january.. it's been three months.. sigh.. =[

let's see.. i am coughing.. my throat is getting better.. my nose is running like fark!! damn it.. hahha.. the mucus is like dripping from one of the holes and another.. it is damn irritating.. haha.. i think daryl can imagine what i am talking about.. ahhahaha..

lolol.. i want to see him.. oh baby baby!! i want to see you again.. lalalala.. hahahaha.. =D

kies.. i am so random.. i feel like asking karl about the booking of studio.. whether it is open to us already or not.. i really want our bands to practice together since most of us were like so busy during the holidays.. sigh.. we really need to buck up.. ganbatte!! ahaha..

lastly, i really had fun at the cypher camp.. woohoo!! party party party!! lalalalala.. haha.. =D i want to go high again.. lolol.. lots of people dancing make me high!! ouhlala.. hahha.. high high high!! high on music!! high on music!! lalalala.. weee!!!

Labels: high with music and dancing.. =D